29.01.10

hello..

i am very very tired.

my legs are wobbly.

i am going to head to bed soon..

goodnight!~

i love you, shiya

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28.01.10

hello~

thought of going to sleep, but guess im not
so sleepy. i hate tossing and turning in bed.
and the aircon in my room is killing me.
at times it gets really cold, and when the weather
is freaking hot, it blows out hot air. tootpid.

i wonder if telephones were not invented,
how would people get connected to one another?

well, thats another random thought. haha!


okay then, bye!

i love you, shiya

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27.01.10

i cant change my font colour.
i dont know why.

always the same problem with blogger.

what to do..
its free anyway.
haha!

so...
my room now is in a mess, again.

i find it pointless cleaning up my room,
cause i would just make it messy again.
can't help it. im a boy.
i would like just throw my jeans in one corner,
my hoodie in the other corner.
hahaha. nevermind. i'll clean my room again soon.

oh, another thing..
i just randomly thought to myself,
i cant sleep for more than 10 hours.

lol!

isnt that amazing?
i thought i could sleep like a pig.
but i cant! yay!!!

hahahaahha!

okay, got to go!

i love you, shiya

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25.01.10

so....
so....
so.....

kk, nuff with the so's.

hmm...
i wanna shop ah.

k, done.
haha!

i love you, shiya

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23.01.10

bla bla bla bla bla~

hahaha..
met wan. had dinner.

recorded some stuff.

uploading in utube.
anyway, will be performing today..

eunos cc. bedok resevoir road.

2-6pm.

long day again today. hehe.



bye!~

22.01.10

heyya guys..

its been quite some time since ive blogged.

haha.

so.....

cant blog much though. having piano later.

long day today~

bye!~

17.01.10

hello~

i found out that the vans shoe i just bought has got pig's lining -.-

argh!~

okay okay..

wanna sell it for $50.

worn it less than, around 7 times?

male size 9. female size 10.5.

i still have the box and stuff.

bought it for $89.

i think i'll post a picture of it lah..

alright. just wanna say that.

i love you, shiya

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16.01.10

heyy..

i was using my computer, then stumbled upon a blog.
i read it.. well, i know the person quite well..
kk, actually not that well.. cause the person is plastic...(if you know what i mean)
FAKE to be exact.
one thing to say about the person, the person really loves to talk cock ah.
don't just say u want this and that. just prove it buy buying.
don't say want this want that but end up, repeating it for years.
but do you have it? no? yes?
well, i don't know ah.

by the way, if you happen to stumble upon my blog, got anything to comment or say,
please do so. comment on my post.
hehe. i just have had enough of the bullshits that have been posted these past few months.
prove it.

imma end here.

i love you, shiya

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15.01.10

hello guys.

facebook has been very laggy lately..

its very irritating~

oh ya. one more thing. i've finally learn how to use iMovie.

finally!

hahahahaa.


a year....

well, a year is not short.. neither is it long...

okay, i dont know what the heck im talking about...
hahaha!

i love you, shiya

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14.01.10

i really like this pair of vans rata vulc.

can someone please tell me how do i ship this item to singapore?




okay, halfway watching soccer, i find the match boring...

so, i have decided to go to sleep..


i love you, shiya

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12.01.10

ya...
its all my fault..

right people?

yes..

people dont know me well..
k, SOME people..

i wont want to lead a life in hardship?

tell me who wants?

i wont want people around me to suffer?

i have seen many families suffer..

mentally and financially..

tell me, if i were to earn a little, how am i supposed to support my family?


i have brains lah...

and for me not being matured?

im sorry lah...

if i am a kid who wants to play around, i wouldnt have gone to do my O's for the second time..
YES! , the second time..

for THOSE who dont know and judged me blindly, i am 18 already. yes, 18.

i retained secondary 5 in the year 2009.

SO? who are you people to judge?

you are not even god?

even criminals are given second chances.

what about me? what wrong have i done?

i didnt make anyone suffer? did i?

NO?!

did i use any of your money?

NO?!

if i wasnt matured, i wouldnt have done that.

im an egoistic person, but for my future, i let my egos down..

how did ANYONE of you think when i had to go back to my secondary school to retake for the whole year??

YOU people think i have NO reputation at all?

but, to me, future is very important. yes.
so is education...

come to think of it, im glad i retook my O's.

its a step that i made that is going to change my life.

so, to people who has no belief in me, u can continue doing so.

just remember, dont judge anything, without getting to know the facts...


as for MATURITY,

i have nothing to say..

i mean, why must be very serious??

teenage comes once in a lifetime..

YES, being serious is important...

but being serious all the time? you must be nuts.~

and dont tell me, just by reading some stuff you can judge me?

please........ im human...

i dont write serious things on the blog...

blogging, to me, is like summarising your day...

must u summarise your day in a serious manner?

no... of course not...

lemme ask you this...

if you have your own personal diary, would u be all serious and stuff?
no? yes?

another thing....

chances....

i really dont know what wrong i have done to recieve this much hatred?

tell me, please, what have i done?

i dont recall being rude to any of you?

neither have i said anything bad about u?

you know, i seriously dont know..

maybe there are to reasons why that much hatred is being given to me by ya'll..

firstly, there is no faith in me...

secondly.....(i assume i know the reasons...)


you know, there is a limit to my patience...

not only me, everyone does...

ive really put up with this for months...

i know, i know...

solutions will be given like " just leave her lor..." or maybe "just be seperated lor..."

its not simple..

you put urself in my shoes...

anyone of you, in a relationship...
tell me...
what would you do, if you really love your partner...
not for 1-2 days, but 10 mths..

to you, 10 months is nothing...
but remember, u start everything from scratch..

dont tell me to achieve in a relationship for 4-5 years, your love for each other in the first few months are nothing?

and another thing, the phrase "if you love her, let her go"

its just bullshit in some fairytale..

tell me, if you love her, you let go of her for what??

and when you guys say, its simple...

but try being in my shoe..

its really unfair..

life's unfair? yes. very.

but we are the ones who determine fairness..

why cant i be given a chance? why cant i?

please, if you need to talk, we can talk...

you have my number...
please, arrange a date or something...

we can really discuss...

i really love her...
please give me a chance?

i know you guys dont believe in me and thinks that im the cause of some misfortunes...

but please, if you wanna talk or something, please dial me up...

give me a chance....



i love you, shiya

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ps; im sorry if i said any harsh things...

i wrote it in the moment of anger...
im really sorry..

11.01.10

i really really love you baby..

hope harsh decesions won't be made later..

goodluck sayang...



i love you, shiya

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10.01.10

nice date huh?
numbers all jumbled up..
hahaha..
cool shite..

ftt tmr.

i just dont understand why must ppl keep thinking about results.
make urself stressed for nthg for what?
i mean, its already over.
whatever the outcome is, you just have to face it what.
stress also for what?
affects everything..

dumdum.

okay, i wanna stop..

i love you, shiya

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05.01.10

hello people....

time to blog..

im having body aches now..

hahaha...

had 2 long days...

texting busuk now...

shes very busuk sia...

i swear..
and now shes pointing at hammy for being busuk...
tsk3....


k, i'll stop here...

i love you, shiya

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03.01.10

happy new year.
sorry..
belated new year..

i love you, shiya

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