30.10.09

happy birthday aunty!

this is a birthday month eh..
haha!
currently searching for pictures
for O level art..
"worn and weathered"
nice theme huh?
hehe..

alright ah..
wanna continue doing..

im trying to be calm,
under any circumstances..
i'll try.. like i've promised,
i'd learn to give in..

i love you, shiya

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heyya guys.. this is my 2nd post of the day..

i just came back from parkway parade..
haha.. went to the arcade with baby, aizat and matin..
it was so fun!
i swear. hehehe.
we played alot of nonsense stuff..
hahahahhaa...
but it was fun!

im happy that...
baby could get along with my friends well..
im in a win-win situation..
hahahaha..
im a lucky man/boy.
eh wait! im not a boy anymore lah..
hahahaha!!
k k k k k... to my family im still a boy lah..
yada yada yada...

alright, i'll end it here..

i love you, shiya

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27.10.09

maths paper 1 later.
woohoow.

i love you, shiya

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this is an open invitation to everybody.
you guys not happy with me, come and find me.

thank you.

babygirl's 17th birthday.

sayang,
first of all, i would like to wish you happy 17th birthday!
may all your wishes come true.

sayang,
i remembered the first time i laid my eyes on you..
you were walking on the side walk along esso..
i could still vividly remember..
if i could rewind time and have it being played again
in slow-motion, i would.
let me try and visualize it in slow-motion.
when the wind blew, your hair swinged swiftly..
your huge, beautiful eyes were sparkling..
i won't lie sayang, u made me turned my head,
even though papa was driveing at quite a fast speed,
my head turned even faster.
that was when i first laid my eyes on you.

for a few months, i kept thinking of you.
it was an on and off thingy because i was not sure
if i was able to get to know you and stuff..

then i remembered,
sometime in March, i had a conversation with Willson..
he asked me what i was doing..
and my reply was " i'm waiting for Shiya to text me lah"..
then i added " if she were to text me, pigs can fly lah sia!"
Willson just laughed.. i know he also think so lah..

guess what people?!
a few days later, YOU texted me b!
yes you!
hahaha!
i was like so freaking happy!
you texted me saying some stuffs.
i replied in a cool manner..
but you don't know that at that point of time,
i was jumping like a mad man!
only god knows how happy i was.
i act cool ah b... you don't know..
hahaha!!

then we started texting, like everyday..
i would start texting you from 5pm onwards.
then a few days later, we went out on a "double date"
i got to know you more..
you played hard to get though..
but i like it! it's a challenge right?

then i remembered,31st of March, we went to have our
lunch at Mcdonalds.
remember Bao Jin?
hahaha! later that night,
we talked on the phone.. we had our serious talk and stuff..
i asked you something about having a boyfriend and stuff..
i was hinting hinting at you already right? you should know lah..
at 12:30...
that was when i asked you..
i said " shiya, would you be my girlfriend?"..
you took a deep breath, and said "hmm..yes..."
the moment you open your mouth to say yes,
i was like jumping on my bed already!
i mean, it was like a dream come true!
i never imagined being able to be with you..
not even to be able to talk to you..
but hey! you are my girlfriend already!
you won't know how i felt b..
however, if you were to reject me,
i would say "APRIL FOOL!"
that was my back-up plan! hahaha!
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on the 4th of April,
we went to the zoo..
hehe.. first outing after being an item..

on the 1st of May,
we went to the beach with some of our friends..
your first give to me, was catbury black forest chocolate.
i wonder how you knew i like that.. hmm..
still wondering...

on the 1st of June,
we went to vivo city..
i told you that at times, i could not feel
your love for me..
i told you that when we were having ice cream an b&j..
that was when i had an open talk with you, b..
i have never openly talked to anyone about my insecurities you know b?
yes, i do tell them how i feel, but they only know it to a certain extent.
i feel so comfortable with you..
i just do..

till now baby, i feel comfortable with you..
i have never decreased my love for you..
it is the contrast..
i love you more and more each day..
i'll never stop loving you..
till the day i die...
i hope you will love me forever too b..

baby, im not going to call you to wish you..
i want you to see me wish you..
go to my youtube channel.
go see for yourself.
:p
GO NOW!

alright now, i got to do something else..

i love you, shiya

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23.10.09

think before you talk.
got a brain for what?

freaking never learn from mistakes.
i freaking give up.

22.10.09

the truth hurts.

i love you, shiya

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21.10.09

hello!

what am i doing now?
talking on the phone with sayang!
hahaha.

"usually guys dont like if girls say other guys hot right?"
"lemme go bloghop.who can i hop to?"6.45 pm

"u go see ***** blog ah."she say she getting...soon"
nonsense only...
hmm??....

what you doing?
b: nothing..
b:k, lemme see who else...
eh! press wrong. haiyo...
what b dg?blogging.
im in fb lo, and bloghop..

K B! u shud know what it means!

i love you, shiya

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19.10.09

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARIQ!!!!

k, thats all!

i love you, shiya

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guess today is just not my day.

75% tough? i sure am.

17.10.09

hey guys.

this are the pictures of the pencilcase b.


its cute right?
hahaha.
hope u like it b.

i love you, shiya

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12.10.09

heyy guys.
going to the airport now.
study. bye!

i love you, shiya

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i'm not a little boy.
this thing has been constantly happening.
why oh why.
please have at least a teeny weeny respect for me.
thanks.

08.10.09

i want a pet snake.

i love you, shiya

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07.10.09

hello guys.
am revising my ss now.
haha. diplomacy and deterrence.
so, summing up my prelim 2 results.
i passed maths, mt, english and humans.
failed my art and science.
saddening, but yes.
i did pass my chem, but i failed my physics.
i was hoping to pass my physics. but i was over-confident.
complacency got the worse of me.
as for my art, dont ask.
wanna ask, go ask my friends. any.
hahahaha!
im sure for O's, im gonna do much better.

in one weeks' time..................................

i love you, shiya

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04.10.09

hello.

okay, i need to clear some understanding between me and my b.
let me see... okay okay, i think i should clear this in the most
appropriate manner. no vulgarities.

here's a message to Farishah.
i really regretted being with you.
there was nothing between us.
i was stupid to have faith in you.
maybe i was blind.
i was unhappy being with you.
how i hope i had never met you.
im sure you will be reading this.
i hope you do. cause this is how much
i dislike you. whatever words i said to
you in the past, well, sadly, its untrue.
im happy to have a new life, a new love.
im thankful for that.
if you are hurt reading this, then,
its your problem. hahs!
well, the truth hurts anyway.

i love you, shiya

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Down Up Down cover

nah b, ur "down" song.
actually wanted to record an actual one.
but my bb said "i dare you to sing down then up"
then i cant take it when people dare me.
hahahaha..
so i did this..
a proper one will be uploaded in youtube.
and b, when i record, and i dont tell you is because
i dont want you to feel that music comes first to you.
no, it doesnt b.
music is secondary b. okay sayang?

i love you, shiya
(not shOya)

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01.10.09

6th month.
thanks for being the best girlfriend a guy could ever have.
i love you so much b. mwah!


for my prelims, so far, i passed all, except for physics.
gaah! and art definitely fail. nervously waiting for mothertongue
and social studies. wooh~ nerve wrecking.
hahaha.

klah guys. gonna hit the sleeping place soon..

i love you, shiya

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