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01.06.10

2010-06-01T04:11:00.001+08:00

hello~
its 1st june~
wheeeeeeeee
my practical driving test later.
damn it. i still dont park right.
what to do?...
see if luck is on my side.
i forgot how to blog.
lol.
its been months.
right?
i gotta sleep now.
good morning everyone.

i love you, shiya

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27.04.10

2010-04-27T00:56:00.002+08:00

wello peopleeee~
i have the urge to blog now.
so, wow!
kakakaka. bb's asleep.
we made a deal.
she has to be asleep by 10.30 during school days.
kakaka.
i need to start that too, cause, school wud be starting soon.

had my driving lesson just now.

yada yada yada.

then went to meet baby, went to eat, then sent her for tuition.

i just finished eating durians.
wooh~ nice pe...

i wanna watch fast n furious now.
bye!

i love you, shiya

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20.04.10

2010-04-20T00:02:00.001+08:00

hello guys.
its been so long since ive blogged.
my computer has been down lately..
so yea..

k bye!

24.04.10

2010-03-25T19:26:00.002+08:00

hello guys..
its been a while since i blogged.
i really dont know what to talk about..

oh, one thing, i got into lasalle.
yay.
lol.

okay, bye.

i love you, shiya

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04.03.10

2010-03-04T01:21:00.000+08:00

im starting to have second thoughts on this.

23.02.10

2010-02-23T23:41:00.002+08:00

hello.
i just wanna dive into a deep pool right now.
maybe to just cool everything down?
i have been doubt lately.
how i wish that i can go through the certain adrenaline rush.
like jumping off a cliff? not killing myself, of course. bungee jumping?
maybe that could take my tensions away?..
life consists of a lot of things.
however, in love, there is only one.
i'll end here.

i love you, shiya

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19.02.10

2010-02-19T21:13:00.000+08:00

tik tok.
the clock's ticking.
quickly.

18.02.10

2010-02-18T22:42:00.001+08:00

i have rashes.
who cares anyway...

i love you, shiya

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16.02.10

2010-02-16T02:32:00.001+08:00

i am currently very very shagged.

i love you, shiya

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15.02.10

2010-02-15T12:24:00.002+08:00

its the second day of the festive season.
my family have had fun-filled activities these past 2 days.
we had bbq on cny eve, went home at night yesterday.
i had a blast. went prawning with my cousins at 4 am in the morning.
too much happened while prawning, so i shall not mention.
funny things, to be specific. hahaha. all i can say is my cousins are clumsy.
second event was i caught a snake~ woohoow~

so, today i'll be going to JB.
with my family again, my whole family.
first time. hahahaha.

so, i guess today would be another long day.
i'll end my post here.

happy lunar new year.

i love you, shiya

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12.02.10

2010-02-12T03:44:00.000+08:00

If somehow I went back to the time before we met.
I know I'd spend the rest of my life looking for you.

i love you, shiya

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10.02.10

2010-02-10T12:54:00.002+08:00

hello!
i was supposed to blog just now, before i slept.
i forgot everything about it and just headed to bed.
hehe. i am an owl u see, therefore, sleeping at 3-4am is
nothing. my ulcer is not getting better. in fact, my
lips now look like some phatass lips. as if i have done botox on it.
argh!! whatever it is, i need keyboard pedal soon.

i love you, shiya

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09.02.10

2010-02-09T21:53:00.001+08:00

hello people!~

i have 4 stupid ulcers which look like mushrooms.

funny? NO!

no haha's today.

it is painful.

anyway, i think it is the sick season.

everyone at home is down with flu/cough.

im not infected though.

bye!

i love you, shiya

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07.02.10

2010-02-07T04:47:00.002+08:00

good morning people!

i am not asleep yet!

hua hua hua.

so, i had bad diarrhea just now.

ooh la la~

hams are very fat now. all fat.

i want to buy hamsters leash soon.

hehe*grins*

ok lah. im off to bed now.

i love you, shiya

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04.02.10

2010-02-04T02:15:00.000+08:00

happy birthday Aizat.

i love you, shiya

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03.02.10

2010-02-03T20:18:00.001+08:00

hello.

i am currently very very hungry.

i want lasagna.

bye!

i love you, shiya

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02.02.10

2010-02-02T22:35:00.001+08:00

hello.

went out with Matin and Aizat.

Matin got his new shoe. after roaming everywhere.

haha. finally.

tired.

okay, bye!

i love you, shiya

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29.01.10

2010-01-29T01:45:00.001+08:00

hello..

i am very very tired.

my legs are wobbly.

i am going to head to bed soon..

goodnight!~

i love you, shiya

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28.01.10

2010-01-28T02:25:00.002+08:00

hello~

thought of going to sleep, but guess im not
so sleepy. i hate tossing and turning in bed.
and the aircon in my room is killing me.
at times it gets really cold, and when the weather
is freaking hot, it blows out hot air. tootpid.

i wonder if telephones were not invented,
how would people get connected to one another?

well, thats another random thought. haha!

okay then, bye!

i love you, shiya

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27.01.10

2010-01-27T02:10:00.002+08:00

i cant change my font colour.
i dont know why.

always the same problem with blogger.

what to do..
its free anyway.
haha!

so...
my room now is in a mess, again.

i find it pointless cleaning up my room,
cause i would just make it messy again.
can't help it. im a boy.
i would like just throw my jeans in one corner,
my hoodie in the other corner.
hahaha. nevermind. i'll clean my room again soon.

oh, another thing..
i just randomly thought to myself,
i cant sleep for more than 10 hours.

lol!

isnt that amazing?
i thought i could sleep like a pig.
but i cant! yay!!!

hahahaahha!

okay, got to go!

i love you, shiya

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25.01.10

2010-01-25T21:58:00.001+08:00

so....
so....
so.....

kk, nuff with the so's.

hmm...
i wanna shop ah.

k, done.
haha!

i love you, shiya

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23.01.10

2010-01-23T02:40:00.003+08:00

bla bla bla bla bla~

hahaha..
met wan. had dinner.

recorded some stuff.

uploading in utube.
anyway, will be performing today..

eunos cc. bedok resevoir road.

2-6pm.

long day again today. hehe.

bye!~

22.01.10

2010-01-22T15:29:00.001+08:00

heyya guys..

its been quite some time since ive blogged.

haha.

so.....

cant blog much though. having piano later.

long day today~

bye!~

17.01.10

2010-01-17T01:17:00.002+08:00

hello~

i found out that the vans shoe i just bought has got pig's lining -.-

argh!~

okay okay..

wanna sell it for $50.

worn it less than, around 7 times?

male size 9. female size 10.5.

i still have the box and stuff.

bought it for $89.

i think i'll post a picture of it lah..

alright. just wanna say that.

i love you, shiya

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16.01.10

2010-01-16T02:06:00.004+08:00

heyy..

i was using my computer, then stumbled upon a blog.
i read it.. well, i know the person quite well..
kk, actually not that well.. cause the person is plastic...(if you know what i mean)
FAKE to be exact.
one thing to say about the person, the person really loves to talk cock ah.
don't just say u want this and that. just prove it buy buying.
don't say want this want that but end up, repeating it for years.
but do you have it? no? yes?
well, i don't know ah.

by the way, if you happen to stumble upon my blog, got anything to comment or say,
please do so. comment on my post.
hehe. i just have had enough of the bullshits that have been posted these past few months.
prove it.

imma end here.

i love you, shiya

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15.01.10

2010-01-15T01:05:00.002+08:00

hello guys.

facebook has been very laggy lately..

its very irritating~

oh ya. one more thing. i've finally learn how to use iMovie.

finally!

hahahahaa.

a year....

well, a year is not short.. neither is it long...

okay, i dont know what the heck im talking about...
hahaha!

i love you, shiya

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14.01.10

2010-01-14T03:41:00.004+08:00

i really like this pair of vans rata vulc.

can someone please tell me how do i ship this item to singapore?

okay, halfway watching soccer, i find the match boring...

so, i have decided to go to sleep..

i love you, shiya

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(:

12.01.10

2010-01-12T21:43:00.003+08:00

ya...
its all my fault..

right people?

yes..

people dont know me well..
k, SOME people..

i wont want to lead a life in hardship?

tell me who wants?

i wont want people around me to suffer?

i have seen many families suffer..

mentally and financially..

tell me, if i were to earn a little, how am i supposed to support my family?

i have brains lah...

and for me not being matured?

im sorry lah...

if i am a kid who wants to play around, i wouldnt have gone to do my O's for the second time..
YES! , the second time..

for THOSE who dont know and judged me blindly, i am 18 already. yes, 18.

i retained secondary 5 in the year 2009.

SO? who are you people to judge?

you are not even god?

even criminals are given second chances.

what about me? what wrong have i done?

i didnt make anyone suffer? did i?

NO?!

did i use any of your money?

NO?!

if i wasnt matured, i wouldnt have done that.

im an egoistic person, but for my future, i let my egos down..

how did ANYONE of you think when i had to go back to my secondary school to retake for the whole year??

YOU people think i have NO reputation at all?

but, to me, future is very important. yes.
so is education...

come to think of it, im glad i retook my O's.

its a step that i made that is going to change my life.

so, to people who has no belief in me, u can continue doing so.

just remember, dont judge anything, without getting to know the facts...

as for MATURITY,

i have nothing to say..

i mean, why must be very serious??

teenage comes once in a lifetime..

YES, being serious is important...

but being serious all the time? you must be nuts.~

and dont tell me, just by reading some stuff you can judge me?

please........ im human...

i dont write serious things on the blog...

blogging, to me, is like summarising your day...

must u summarise your day in a serious manner?

no... of course not...

lemme ask you this...

if you have your own personal diary, would u be all serious and stuff?
no? yes?

another thing....

chances....

i really dont know what wrong i have done to recieve this much hatred?

tell me, please, what have i done?

i dont recall being rude to any of you?

neither have i said anything bad about u?

you know, i seriously dont know..

maybe there are to reasons why that much hatred is being given to me by ya'll..

firstly, there is no faith in me...

secondly.....(i assume i know the reasons...)

you know, there is a limit to my patience...

not only me, everyone does...

ive really put up with this for months...

i know, i know...

solutions will be given like " just leave her lor..." or maybe "just be seperated lor..."

its not simple..

you put urself in my shoes...

anyone of you, in a relationship...
tell me...
what would you do, if you really love your partner...
not for 1-2 days, but 10 mths..

to you, 10 months is nothing...
but remember, u start everything from scratch..

dont tell me to achieve in a relationship for 4-5 years, your love for each other in the first few months are nothing?

and another thing, the phrase "if you love her, let her go"

its just bullshit in some fairytale..

tell me, if you love her, you let go of her for what??

and when you guys say, its simple...

but try being in my shoe..

its really unfair..

life's unfair? yes. very.

but we are the ones who determine fairness..

why cant i be given a chance? why cant i?

please, if you need to talk, we can talk...

you have my number...
please, arrange a date or something...

we can really discuss...

i really love her...
please give me a chance?

i know you guys dont believe in me and thinks that im the cause of some misfortunes...

but please, if you wanna talk or something, please dial me up...

give me a chance....

i love you, shiya

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ps; im sorry if i said any harsh things...

i wrote it in the moment of anger...
im really sorry..

11.01.10

2010-01-11T19:44:00.000+08:00

i really really love you baby..

hope harsh decesions won't be made later..

goodluck sayang...

i love you, shiya

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10.01.10

2010-01-10T23:04:00.002+08:00

nice date huh?
numbers all jumbled up..
hahaha..
cool shite..

ftt tmr.

i just dont understand why must ppl keep thinking about results.
make urself stressed for nthg for what?
i mean, its already over.
whatever the outcome is, you just have to face it what.
stress also for what?
affects everything..

dumdum.

okay, i wanna stop..

i love you, shiya

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05.01.10

2010-01-05T15:35:00.001+08:00

hello people....

time to blog..

im having body aches now..

hahaha...

had 2 long days...

texting busuk now...

shes very busuk sia...

i swear..
and now shes pointing at hammy for being busuk...
tsk3....

k, i'll stop here...

i love you, shiya

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03.01.10

2010-01-03T16:14:00.000+08:00

happy new year.
sorry..
belated new year..

i love you, shiya

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28.12.09

2009-12-26T10:34:00.001+08:00

good morning...

bye bye..

i love you,shiya

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25.12.09

2009-12-25T02:42:00.002+08:00

ho ho ho~
*fill in the blanks*

im currently messaging mrs fb....
she is not asleep yet..
hahah!
she is still denying the fact that she is mrs fb, since she calls me mr fb.
*grins*

okay lah...
i dont wanna blog anymore..

bye2~

i love you, shiya

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24.12.09

2009-12-24T03:50:00.001+08:00

je t'aime, you chinese girl.

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23.12.09

2009-12-23T03:43:00.002+08:00

heyy guys..

kk.. i needa blog..
since i cant sleep, id rather blog..

a lot of things happened lately..

and one things for sure..

i love b more and more each day.

i love being loved by you too.

new year is coming...
2009 is coming to an end.

all my life, 2009 has been the best year, by far.

good things happened this year.

my level of concentration in studies are much better than last year.
met great friends, probably better friends this year.
not saying that my friends and buddies last year were terrible,
is just that, i wasnt as close to them as how close i am to my current friends.
i know the word "current" sounds as if it is going to be just for the time being,
but it doesnt lah. -.-
it means that the new people that i have been sharing my personal space with.
hahaha.

another great thing that happened in my life in 2009 is, having a great girlfriend by my side.
you are the best gift god has given me.
i thank Him for that, b.
i love you so much baby.
you changed my life around.
changed me, from being a human being, to being a person.
a simple person.
i thank god b.
(:

i think i should head to bed now..
gonna meet baby and aizat later..
b, if you happen to read this, before 2pm, do wake me up at 2 k?
we'll be meeting at around 3-3 plus.

i love you, shiya

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13.12.09

2009-12-13T14:17:00.000+08:00

hello guys!
its been long since i last blogged!
hahahaha.

so.. just came home..
going out again later..
picnic.

the reason for not blogging lately is....
- im busy
-im lazy
-am tired
-am not in the mood.

these are the factors for me not blogging.

if i were to blog about everything that has happened in the past 2 weeks, it would be neverendin.
i'd rather not start.
hahaha!

got to go!

i love you, shiya

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30.11.09

2009-11-30T00:55:00.000+08:00

goodbye baby.
i love you so much.
take care of yourself okay?

i love you, shiya

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28.11.09

2009-11-28T01:15:00.002+08:00

monday to malaysia.
wednesday i'll be back.
sorry for not updating my blog.
been busy thinking about other stuff.
^&*$ing stuff.
hahaha. nice huh?

hari raya haji.. was kinda boring.
said we wont be fighting..
but same topic causes us to fight.
!@#$ money!
hahahaha.

goodbye!

26.11.09

2009-11-26T00:41:00.003+08:00

bloody hotmail

i love you, shiya

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23.11.09

2009-11-23T15:15:00.002+08:00

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16.11.09

2009-11-16T11:58:00.002+08:00

2 words for people like u.

Macam Faham.

hahahaha!!

i love you, shiya

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15.11.09

2009-11-15T02:59:00.000+08:00

i need my fair share of attention too..
you know?...

i love you, shiya

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13.11.09

2009-11-13T02:00:00.004+08:00

Mad lyrics

She's starin' at me
I'm sittin' wonderin' what she's thinkin'
Nobody's talkin' 'cause talkin' just turns into screamin'
And now it's I'm yellin' over her, she yellin' over me
All that that means is neither of us is listening

And what's even worse?
That we don't even remember why we're fighting
So both of us are mad for

Nothing, fighting for
Nothin', crying for
Nothing, whoa
But we won't let it go for

Nothing, no not for
Nothing, this should be
Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh baby, I know sometimes it gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

And it gets me upset
Girl when you're constantly accusing
Askin' questions like you already know
We're fighting this war
Baby when both of us are losing
This ain't the way that love is supposed to go

Whoa, what happened to workin' it out?
We've fall into this place
Where you ain't backin' down and I ain't backin' down
So what the hell do we do now?
It's all for

Nothing, fighting for
Nothing, crying for
Nothing, whoa
But we won't let it go for

Nothing, no not for
Nothing, this should be
Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

Oh, baby this love ain't gonna be perfect
Perfect, perfect, oh oh
And just how good it's gonna be
We can fuss and we can fight
Long as everything's all right between us
Before we go to sleep
Baby, we're gonna be happy, oh

Baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

this song relates to us. its so true.

i love you, shiya

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12.11.09

2009-11-12T02:21:00.009+08:00

i dont know what's the name of the new shopping center. but the rooftop has a nice view of the skyline of singapore's cbd area. beautiful.

aizat-alifah ; me-sayang

the 4-5 story high escalator.

think i was dancing and singing. but before that, aizat was already dancing. lol!

b's eyes really cheena eyes. so small.

b was mad at me for idk why. lol! anyways, i still love this picture.

has that "Genting" feel to it huh..

so yea.. those were the pictures.
there are a lot more in facebook if you guys wanna see.

finally, am done with O levels.
gaah. i bet i will do better than last year.
the one question is, how much did i improve?
is the improvement going to be drastic or just by a bit?..
i wonder..
anyways, i wanna stop blogging.
i'll probably blog again soon.

i love you, shiya

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10.11.09

2009-11-10T21:04:00.000+08:00

baby, you know how much i love you?

u dont.

i love you so much b.
so much might sound not enough.
but u wont know how much is so much.

i love you, shiya

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09.11.09

2009-11-09T21:26:00.001+08:00

hello everybody!

mt papers tomorrow!
weee!~

kk..
bye2~

i love you, shiya

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08.11.09

2009-11-08T22:46:00.004+08:00

happy 23rd wedding anniversary mama and papa!
if i was born earlier, i would at least be 20 years old by now.
hahaha!
things happen for a reason though..

alright! bye!

i love you, shiya

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CHELSEA FREAKING WON! ARGH!

07.11.09

2009-11-07T23:46:00.001+08:00

cheh b! cheh b! 17 seh!
LOL~!!

love disturbing her..

and to alifah, happy belated birthday eh?!
hahahaha!!

k, wanna go now.. watch soccer!

p/s;
i hope everything goes well.. i really do...

i love you, shiya

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06.11.09

2009-11-06T18:51:00.002+08:00

heyya guys..
soo...
about ytd..
i failed my btt again!!!
gwahhh~! sadded seh..
2 times... i'll make sure i'll pass the next one.
i must. if not, dont know where to hide my face.
its so easy and i was confident i could pass..
but in the end.............

hahaha!

but was out the whole day yesterday..
with sayang, matin, aizat and alifah.
we went bugis, peninsular and raffles.
in bugis.......
hahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!
i never say anything eh...

then today, went out with my family..
before that met bb..
returned her camera..
then went for friday prayers..

aft that went home, yada2..
then went out with family..
i kinda just got home..

kk..
i'll stop my post here..
bye!

i love you, shiya

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04.11.09

2009-11-04T21:24:00.002+08:00

heyy guys!
im happy today! yay!~
-.-"

fight over what? forcing to study.
c-r-a-z-y~
hahaha
therefore, to cool down the matter,
i have been being so cool.
happy in fact.. not everyday you hate me.
lol!

weee!~~~

=.="

alright. gtg. continue being "happy"

i love you, shiya

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02.11.09

2009-11-02T22:16:00.002+08:00

hey guys..
am taking a break from art..
i've finished up almost everything now..
im left with ps 5, which is colour testing..

im kinda stressed right now..
studies, life..
well, this is part and parcel of life..
there will be ups and downs..
for me, im having my downs now..
but hey! life has to go on.. right?
cant be too stressed up..
have a few papers more, and i'll be done..

alright, i'll be having some snacks,
then continue with my art..

p/s: those words were hurtful, btw.

i love you, shiya

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01.11.09

2009-11-01T20:35:00.000+08:00

7th month(:

ss now. argh..
stressful!

i love you, shiya

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30.10.09

2009-10-30T00:38:00.004+08:00

happy birthday aunty!

this is a birthday month eh..
haha!
currently searching for pictures
for O level art..
"worn and weathered"
nice theme huh?
hehe..

alright ah..
wanna continue doing..

im trying to be calm,
under any circumstances..
i'll try.. like i've promised,
i'd learn to give in..

i love you, shiya

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heyya guys.. this is my 2nd post of the day..

i just came back from parkway parade..
haha.. went to the arcade with baby, aizat and matin..
it was so fun!
i swear. hehehe.
we played alot of nonsense stuff..
hahahahhaa...
but it was fun!

im happy that...
baby could get along with my friends well..
im in a win-win situation..
hahahaha..
im a lucky man/boy.
eh wait! im not a boy anymore lah..
hahahaha!!
k k k k k... to my family im still a boy lah..
yada yada yada...

alright, i'll end it here..

i love you, shiya

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27.10.09

2009-10-27T10:38:00.001+08:00

maths paper 1 later.
woohoow.

i love you, shiya

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this is an open invitation to everybody.
you guys not happy with me, come and find me.

thank you.

babygirl's 17th birthday.

2009-10-24T22:48:00.003+08:00

sayang,
first of all, i would like to wish you happy 17th birthday!
may all your wishes come true.

sayang,
i remembered the first time i laid my eyes on you..
you were walking on the side walk along esso..
i could still vividly remember..
if i could rewind time and have it being played again
in slow-motion, i would.
let me try and visualize it in slow-motion.
when the wind blew, your hair swinged swiftly..
your huge, beautiful eyes were sparkling..
i won't lie sayang, u made me turned my head,
even though papa was driveing at quite a fast speed,
my head turned even faster.
that was when i first laid my eyes on you.

for a few months, i kept thinking of you.
it was an on and off thingy because i was not sure
if i was able to get to know you and stuff..

then i remembered,
sometime in March, i had a conversation with Willson..
he asked me what i was doing..
and my reply was " i'm waiting for Shiya to text me lah"..
then i added " if she were to text me, pigs can fly lah sia!"
Willson just laughed.. i know he also think so lah..

guess what people?!
a few days later, YOU texted me b!
yes you!
hahaha!
i was like so freaking happy!
you texted me saying some stuffs.
i replied in a cool manner..
but you don't know that at that point of time,
i was jumping like a mad man!
only god knows how happy i was.
i act cool ah b... you don't know..
hahaha!!

then we started texting, like everyday..
i would start texting you from 5pm onwards.
then a few days later, we went out on a "double date"
i got to know you more..
you played hard to get though..
but i like it! it's a challenge right?

then i remembered,31st of March, we went to have our
lunch at Mcdonalds.
remember Bao Jin?
hahaha! later that night,
we talked on the phone.. we had our serious talk and stuff..
i asked you something about having a boyfriend and stuff..
i was hinting hinting at you already right? you should know lah..
at 12:30...
that was when i asked you..
i said " shiya, would you be my girlfriend?"..
you took a deep breath, and said "hmm..yes..."
the moment you open your mouth to say yes,
i was like jumping on my bed already!
i mean, it was like a dream come true!
i never imagined being able to be with you..
not even to be able to talk to you..
but hey! you are my girlfriend already!
you won't know how i felt b..
however, if you were to reject me,
i would say "APRIL FOOL!"
that was my back-up plan! hahaha!
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on the 4th of April,
we went to the zoo..
hehe.. first outing after being an item..

on the 1st of May,
we went to the beach with some of our friends..
your first give to me, was catbury black forest chocolate.
i wonder how you knew i like that.. hmm..
still wondering...

on the 1st of June,
we went to vivo city..
i told you that at times, i could not feel
your love for me..
i told you that when we were having ice cream an b&j..
that was when i had an open talk with you, b..
i have never openly talked to anyone about my insecurities you know b?
yes, i do tell them how i feel, but they only know it to a certain extent.
i feel so comfortable with you..
i just do..

till now baby, i feel comfortable with you..
i have never decreased my love for you..
it is the contrast..
i love you more and more each day..
i'll never stop loving you..
till the day i die...
i hope you will love me forever too b..

baby, im not going to call you to wish you..
i want you to see me wish you..
go to my youtube channel.
go see for yourself.
:p
GO NOW!

alright now, i got to do something else..

i love you, shiya

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23.10.09

2009-10-23T00:15:00.002+08:00

think before you talk.
got a brain for what?

freaking never learn from mistakes.
i freaking give up.

22.10.09

2009-10-22T17:08:00.000+08:00

the truth hurts.

i love you, shiya

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21.10.09

2009-10-21T18:43:00.002+08:00

hello!

what am i doing now?
talking on the phone with sayang!
hahaha.

"usually guys dont like if girls say other guys hot right?"
"lemme go bloghop.who can i hop to?"6.45 pm

"u go see ***** blog ah."she say she getting...soon"
nonsense only...
hmm??....

what you doing?
b: nothing..
b:k, lemme see who else...
eh! press wrong. haiyo...
what b dg?blogging.
im in fb lo, and bloghop..

K B! u shud know what it means!

i love you, shiya

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19.10.09

2009-10-19T16:50:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARIQ!!!!

k, thats all!

i love you, shiya

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guess today is just not my day.

75% tough? i sure am.

17.10.09

2009-10-17T01:44:00.003+08:00

hey guys.

this are the pictures of the pencilcase b.

its cute right?
hahaha.
hope u like it b.

i love you, shiya

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12.10.09

2009-10-12T14:41:00.002+08:00

heyy guys.
going to the airport now.
study. bye!

i love you, shiya

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i'm not a little boy.
this thing has been constantly happening.
why oh why.
please have at least a teeny weeny respect for me.
thanks.

08.10.09

2009-10-08T17:25:00.000+08:00

i want a pet snake.

i love you, shiya

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07.10.09

2009-10-07T23:25:00.002+08:00

hello guys.
am revising my ss now.
haha. diplomacy and deterrence.
so, summing up my prelim 2 results.
i passed maths, mt, english and humans.
failed my art and science.
saddening, but yes.
i did pass my chem, but i failed my physics.
i was hoping to pass my physics. but i was over-confident.
complacency got the worse of me.
as for my art, dont ask.
wanna ask, go ask my friends. any.
hahahaha!
im sure for O's, im gonna do much better.

in one weeks' time..................................

i love you, shiya

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04.10.09

2009-10-04T02:23:00.004+08:00

hello.

okay, i need to clear some understanding between me and my b.
let me see... okay okay, i think i should clear this in the most
appropriate manner. no vulgarities.

here's a message to Farishah.
i really regretted being with you.
there was nothing between us.
i was stupid to have faith in you.
maybe i was blind.
i was unhappy being with you.
how i hope i had never met you.
im sure you will be reading this.
i hope you do. cause this is how much
i dislike you. whatever words i said to
you in the past, well, sadly, its untrue.
im happy to have a new life, a new love.
im thankful for that.
if you are hurt reading this, then,
its your problem. hahs!
well, the truth hurts anyway.

i love you, shiya

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Down Up Down cover

2009-10-02T23:12:00.003+08:00

nah b, ur "down" song.
actually wanted to record an actual one.
but my bb said "i dare you to sing down then up"
then i cant take it when people dare me.
hahahaha..
so i did this..
a proper one will be uploaded in youtube.
and b, when i record, and i dont tell you is because
i dont want you to feel that music comes first to you.
no, it doesnt b.
music is secondary b. okay sayang?

i love you, shiya
(not shOya)

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01.10.09

2009-10-01T00:30:00.001+08:00

6th month.
thanks for being the best girlfriend a guy could ever have.
i love you so much b. mwah!

for my prelims, so far, i passed all, except for physics.
gaah! and art definitely fail. nervously waiting for mothertongue
and social studies. wooh~ nerve wrecking.
hahaha.

klah guys. gonna hit the sleeping place soon..

i love you, shiya

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official time,12:30 am

29.09.09

2009-09-29T21:52:00.001+08:00

heyy guys..
decided to blog..
i'll post something short today..
as not much things happened..

i dont see any problems.. really..
i dont know..
one things for sure, b is the jealous type of person!
and i like it!!! hahahahahaha!!

i love you, shiya

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28.09.09

2009-09-28T23:07:00.002+08:00

hello hello ebelybody!
hahha.

i am currently doing my freaking art.
enjoy the 2 pictures.
have fun laughing at them too okay?
haha!

i love you, shiya

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Let Me Love You

2009-09-27T13:12:00.002+08:00

27.09.09

2009-09-27T03:35:00.002+08:00

im sorry baby.
i didnt mean to.
i really dont.
im sorry, very.

thats all i can say, since you want me to keep quiet.

why is our relationship be on the rocks?
why does it always happen?
lately i mean.

b, people are just waiting for either of our mistakes.
they are waiting to grab every chance possible to break
our relationship. why must we concede to them?
seperation is not an option, and it doesnt exist in my dictionary,Our dictionary i mean.

please b, i seek for your forgiveness, not sympathy.
yes, it was my fault. thats why im admitting and saying sorry.

i love you, shiya

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25.09.09

2009-09-25T01:04:00.012+08:00

k guys, since i got nothing better to do, i randomly took pictures of my room,
and of course, the new bag that b and i bought yesterday.
im sorry.

i love you, shiya

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24.09.09

2009-09-24T23:59:00.001+08:00

phobia was scary like hell!
haha.
k, bye!

i love you, shiya

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i really dont know what to do already?
does everything that happens seems to be my fault?
is it fair for just one incident, everyshit has to happen?
is just a "k" for a reply so bad that you dont want to see me?
i just dont get it, for the first time.
i really dont.

forget it.

22.09.09

2009-09-22T19:47:00.002+08:00

heyya guys..
im just feeling blissful now.
i have a great girlfriend, family and real friends.
(i thought i had some REAL ones LAST TIME) haha!
i feel happy that the people around me makes me who i am now.
i dont know why i feel like blogging about this anyway.
my family, especially mama.
she has been giving me support both emotionally and financially.
im greatful to have a mama like her.
my dad, supports me in everything i do, esp music.
my brothers, well, they are my joy at home.
my uncles and aunts, they have been good to me.
to uncle wayne, thanks for giving me stuffs recently.
i really dont know what got into you. hahaha!
to boma and bompa, my grandaunt and grandunc.
they have been behind my back for all my life.
they have been very supportive of me being with my beloved girlfriend.
aunty mini and unc faizal, thanks for being there for me and my family too.
as for amad, my cousin, thanks for being irritating and annoying.
i like bullying you.
and for the rest of my family members, thanks alot k.
too long to mention anything too. ahaha.

for my friends, thanks for being there with me.
for being my listening ear when am down.
for sticking with me through thick and thin.
for being true to me. not being other things.
as for those who happen to read, and is guilty or
whatnot, go to hell. lol..

lastly, to my beloved, one and only sweetheart, shiya.
thanks for being friends with me at the start, when i
started to text you and stuff. thanks for being my lover.
thanks for loving me. thanks for lending me a shoulder
to cry on in time of need. thanks for teaching me what
is true love. thanks for guiding me in my studies.
thanks for giving me moral support. thanks for being
able to put up with my nonsense each and everyday.
lastly, thanks for wanting to be a part of me..

well, i have mentioned half of what i have been
wanting to say for a long long time. hope you
guys, i mean those who are reding this right now,
to not be bored and sleep on my post.
hahaha. if not, i will feel sad.

last but not least, i'll end my post, as per usual, by saying

I LOVE YOU, SHIYA ! ! !

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21.09.09

2009-09-21T01:52:00.004+08:00

heyy guys.
am here to just post something short,
which is to wish every muslim selamat hari raya.
maaf zahir dan batin.
sorry for the late wish guys.
caught up with some stuff.
(:

i love you, shiya

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19.09.09

2009-09-19T07:57:00.003+08:00

Good morning people!
the picture above is just taken by me, 1 minute ago.
ahaha. this is my morning look k.
okay, so.. fasting month ends today..
well, it went quite well..
tomorrow is a new day..
hari raya.. money-making time..
*wakakakaka~~~
so, what to do after you get the money?
spend it lah! got money for what?
wanna keep inside grave ah? ahaha..
but i need to be spendthrift nowadays..
due to some reasons.. hahha.. soo... ya..
okay lah, i'll stop here..
oh btw! do you notice any difference in my post today?
hmmm~

i love you, shiya

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18.09.09

2009-09-18T18:37:00.002+08:00

heyy guys.
so..
maths paper 1 and social studies just now.
i'd rather not talk about it.
hahaha.

"when one is mad, he tends to get irrational. don't loose your cool towards your loved ones, cause it might be the greatest mistake ever."

well, i randomly thought of this phrase. hahaha.

however, it is inevitable to loose your cool. i mean, if you are going to be with the person forever, he/she will definitely make you lose your cool, right? so.. guess you people know what am trying to say alright?

i'll stop here.

i love you, shiya

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14.09.09

2009-09-14T22:47:00.000+08:00

heyya guys.
supposed to be studying now.
but im done with that.
i'll be having mothertongue paper tomorrow.
not dreadful.
hahaha.

a month from now?..
hmm..
hahaha..
let the dates do the talking..

okay guys.
i got to go.
bye bye~

i love you, shiya

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13.09.09

2009-09-13T20:28:00.000+08:00

hey guys.
its been long since i blogged properly.
haha. been lazy and busy at the same time.
prelims really around the corner.
guess what? i have not been revising much.
pull up my socks, and go for the mini war.
hahaha.
maths(gaah)
humans(gaah)
science(not so gaah)
mothertongue(wakaka)
english(so so)
art(gaah)
well, those are the subjects that i'll be sitting
for the prelims and upcoming O's.
am not going to waste my 2nd time re-taking my O's.
its time for me to level up and get out of that school.
hahaha. however, this is a promise to myself..
i wont make friends affect my studies. well, not friends.
i dont know what to call that kind of people.
hahaha. good for nothing? naah. they've been good.
LAST TIME. haha.
*cant wait for the reaction of people in school tomorrow*
things like this just spreads like wildfire. hahaha.
now i post, tomorrow morning news will spread. fast aint it?
hahaha.
now my freaking iphone is giving me problems.
it cant start-up. gaah.
problems just keeps on piling up huh?
well, this is life.
hahaha.
fights? had enough of it.
goodnight people~

i love you, shiya

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12.09.09

2009-09-12T13:42:00.000+08:00

blogger got probs again.
gaah.
haha.
saturday today.
hmm.
am fasting today.
i think i lose weight?
ahahaha.

i love you, shiya

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08.09.09

2009-09-08T00:56:00.003+08:00

YAY! BLOGGER IS BACK TO NORMAL!!!
HAHA~
am happy sia!
gonna start uploading stuffs back soon.
k ah. supposed to be sleeping right now.
have art tomorrow.
haha.
and the RING!

goodnyte my FRIENDS! lol........ ... ...

i love you, shiya

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05.09.09

2009-09-05T17:16:00.000+08:00

hey guys.
im bored.
prelims 2 soon.
no september hols.
have to go to sch.
has soccer on tue.
despite fasting.
haha.
no problems.
aint that good?
i mean, so far.
cant predict the future, right?
haha.
and, tuesday, besides soccer, will be waiting for something else.
i cant wait.
haha.
oh, by the way, two-faced people suck.
hahaha.
bye bye!

i love you, shiya

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02.09.09

2009-09-02T23:40:00.000+08:00

hey guys.

am just feeling happy.
i dont know for what reasons.
hahaha.

i love you, shiya

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30.08.09

2009-08-30T22:50:00.001+08:00

hello.

goodnight.

time to sleep.

i love you, shiya

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oh and by the way,
fasting month has been great. haha.

27.08.09

2009-08-27T06:05:00.000+08:00

good morning people!
its been a long time since i posted anything.
cool huh?
hahahaha.
okay..
so, i had a nice sleep.
then bibik had to wake me up.
gaaah. for sahur.
so yea. now im still awake..
gonna bath soon.....
klah..
bye..

i love you, shiya

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17.08.09

2009-08-17T02:03:00.001+08:00

happy birthday adrian.
may your wishes come true.

16.08.09

2009-08-16T14:52:00.002+08:00

things just dont seem to be going right.
i dont care anymore.
nothing goes in my favour.

im just kinda mad.
mad at everything.

dont feel like blogging.

things dont fall in place,
like how i've pictured them to be.

but what can i do?
im not god,
and everything happens for a reason.
i hope the reasons are valid though.

goodbye, takecare.

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

am going to sleep now.
and b, tomorrow as per normal.
ph booth. if you are late or what i just wait k?
i love you.

08.08.09

2009-08-08T13:09:00.000+08:00

07.08.09

happy birthday mama.

so.. will be watching fireworks tomorrow.
cant wait. hehe.

i love you, shiya

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02.08.09

2009-08-02T22:29:00.001+08:00

heyya guys!

so, a round up of yesterday & today.

yesterday first k?

went picnic-ing with sayang, adrian and candy.
was it fun? VERY! hahaha. i swear.
pitched a tent. sayang helped me.
adrian and i were buried by the sand.
thanks to candy and sayang lah.
hahaha. ate like pigs in the tent.
bla bla bla. then unpitched the tent.
then while walking towards the lagoon,
smelly sayang lost her hp.
so quickly walked back.
walked and walked and walked to our picnic spot.
WALLAA! the hp was found. woohoow!
hahaha. then since we were lazy to walk back,
we took a cab straight.
the cab uncle must be happy.
it was peak hour and we went to 3 places. nice huh uncle?
hahahaha. can go shopping with family already. lol!

then today, woke up early.
then went to the cemetery to visit my late relatives.
know what? going to the cemetery brings such remorse.
it is so peaceful, yet frightening over there.
i just have the feeling whenever i go there. hmm..~
then after that, went to peninsular.
went to make my sunglass. woohoow!
finally.
then went home.
got home, texted b, then went to bath.
prayed. the youtubed for a while.
then went to do maths.
hmm.. maths. hahaha!
did for about 1 1/2 hours, then stopped.
now am waiting for b to finish up on her homework.
then she will text me.
then go where?
GO SLEEP LAH! hahaha.

kay lah. goodnight people.

i love you, shiya

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01.08.09 - picnic III photos

2009-08-01T20:17:00.035+08:00

01.08.09

2009-08-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

we might not be exchanging messages due to sleepyness.
but i wanna tell you what i have learnt since the day we were together.

this post will be solely for my girlfriend.

i have learnt that-
1) you never fail to make me smile
2) you have always believed in me
3) you are patient
4) you never give up easily
5) you are stubborn
6) you are smelly(JUST JOKING!)
and the list goes on and on.

baby, everytime we fight, fear would haunt me.
you would not know. i don't show.
when i show my moody look, the fact is, i didn't
mean anything.
on the outside, it surfaced my anger.
but you don't know how i feel on the inside.
but the ironic thing about us is,
everytime we fight, we would be in better terms with
each other. ironic much?

i am sorry to have made you cry.
i really am. i didn't mean to.
b, trust me. i love you. a lot. so much. i swear.
i have never doubted your love for me.
i really have not.
so b, don't doubt my love for you.

4 seconds
4 minutes
4 hours
4 days
4 weeks
4 months
4 years
4 ever

i'll end my post here.

i love you, shiya

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29.07.09

2009-07-29T21:37:00.001+08:00

heyya guys.
blog still got problem. cant upload pics and stuff.
haha.

kay, i have learned new hokkien phrases today.
"kua si mi kua?" see what see.
some other sentences ah.
ready for something exciting tomorrow. maybe.
hahaha.
things have been getting out of hand these past few days.
due to some irritating boy in school.
ahaha. gotta solve it soon. yay!

klah. actually am supposed to do maths now.
taking a break.
sayang, dont scold me ah. BREAK. i never STOP studying.
hahaha.

breakfast date tomorrow. mcdonalds.
anyone wants anything for breakfast?
just call me k? 67773777.
alright.
so i got to sleep early today.
goodnight everyone!

to b: psst, anything tomorrow, DON'T GET INVOLVED!
let Dr.Love settle it. LOL!!

i love you, shiya

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28.07.09

2009-07-28T00:00:00.000+08:00

am physically tired.
goodnight.

i love you, shiya

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27.07.09

2009-07-27T15:58:00.001+08:00

current mood?
suck.

25.07.09

2009-07-25T18:03:00.001+08:00

heyya guys.
blogger is kinda better now.
but still cant change font colours and stuff.

am craving for caramel frappe.
wooh.
ahaha. a little lazy to go and buy ah.
kinda hot weather today also.
so am stuck in my room, with aircon on.
hahaha.

kaylah. bye bye!

i love you, shiya

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23.07.09

2009-07-23T20:34:00.001+08:00

sorry guys.
my blogger is encountering some problems.
i'll blog a proper post right after it is okay.

i love you, shiya

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19.07.09

2009-07-19T03:21:00.002+08:00

heyya guys..
its 3:21AM and i just got home..
had my supper..
mee goreng... yummeh!

kaylah. i wanna head to bed now.
my smelleh is waiting for me.
muahahaha~

goodnight everyone..

i love you, shiya

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18.07.09

2009-07-18T22:45:00.002+08:00

woof.

cycling pictures.

2009-07-17T21:12:00.013+08:00

the cycling group! where is B's feet?....

i remembered i was disturbing her...

smack that!

i dont know what the hack i was doing.

adrian with his happy face! that was befroe. later see the after effect.

me doing my THANG!

my Dorky sayang!

17.07.09

2009-07-17T00:32:00.002+08:00

heyya guys..
its 12:33 AM now.
and i decided to post something short.
hmm.. told baby am gonna sleep now,
so that she would test me in the morning.
hahaha! sorry b, its a white lie.
by the time you read my blog,
you'll already be home, in the evening.

baby told me something that really made my day.
huh? what?
no no guys. dont think too much.
haha. i know what you all thinking..
hahaha!
nah, she told me something that really
made me felt in peace.
i have been thinking and thinking of this
for months now.
well, praises to god.
alhamdulillah.

i love you, shiya

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